it's like watching a trainwreck happening and not being able to pull your eyes away, 'cause, maybe, it will not go the way you think it will, and then it goes exactly that way, but you continue reading, hoping that the author might still fix things somehow and pull off a happy end, and you wouldn't mind that much, really...
only he doesn't.
and it's kinda great. once you've had a while to digest the whole thing, that is...